ShopDreamUp AI ArtDreamUp
Deviation Actions
Hello, yeah...bet you're all surprised to see me after weeks and months of staying away, but let me get this clear its not because of depression or anything like that...than again...
Ugh, enough stalling. Yes, I have been avoiding Deviantart because of my inner feelings, and I am just plain embarrassed about showing my face around here again...after weeks and weeks of staying offline, even after I promised to reward you guys with the sequel to Cryptor's Revenge, and I'm very sorry for that...I should have been more considerate about all of you..
It's just that, things weren't going too well for me at the time, with Tumblr's ignorance and with no reviews on my fanfictions, I was starting to believe nobody knew I existed, which caused my depression to come out.
Yes, I know I've never seen depressed before even on here and through my work but...looks cant reveal everything...from the way you look at someone. I was afraid to tell people because I might have thought they would tell me to suck it up or stop complaining, you know, the way people mostly judge you out in the open when your sad or feeling down?
That was my anxiety, so I thought, with all the ignorance I was getting from both Tumblr and my stories, I just didn't feel like coming here would be any different, b-because...
O-Oh who am I kidding, I-I cant take it anymore!
All I want is for people to notice me, for me to be s-seen! I do the best I can, I really do, but no one ever blinks an eye! I just...want to feel noticed, t-to be cared for...
I want to be s-somebody for Christs sake!
G-Great now I'm bawling my eyes out here...ghnn
I-I'm sorry guys...for wasting your t-time...you don't have to read this, y-you all have better things to do s-so please, carry on with your lives, you don't need to f-feel sorry, it's just m-me...
J-Just know that there's always someone who l-loves you out there ok? All of you a-are someone to me, and b-be thankful, p-please...please...
Ugh, enough stalling. Yes, I have been avoiding Deviantart because of my inner feelings, and I am just plain embarrassed about showing my face around here again...after weeks and weeks of staying offline, even after I promised to reward you guys with the sequel to Cryptor's Revenge, and I'm very sorry for that...I should have been more considerate about all of you..
It's just that, things weren't going too well for me at the time, with Tumblr's ignorance and with no reviews on my fanfictions, I was starting to believe nobody knew I existed, which caused my depression to come out.
Yes, I know I've never seen depressed before even on here and through my work but...looks cant reveal everything...from the way you look at someone. I was afraid to tell people because I might have thought they would tell me to suck it up or stop complaining, you know, the way people mostly judge you out in the open when your sad or feeling down?
That was my anxiety, so I thought, with all the ignorance I was getting from both Tumblr and my stories, I just didn't feel like coming here would be any different, b-because...
O-Oh who am I kidding, I-I cant take it anymore!
All I want is for people to notice me, for me to be s-seen! I do the best I can, I really do, but no one ever blinks an eye! I just...want to feel noticed, t-to be cared for...
I want to be s-somebody for Christs sake!
G-Great now I'm bawling my eyes out here...ghnn
I-I'm sorry guys...for wasting your t-time...you don't have to read this, y-you all have better things to do s-so please, carry on with your lives, you don't need to f-feel sorry, it's just m-me...
J-Just know that there's always someone who l-loves you out there ok? All of you a-are someone to me, and b-be thankful, p-please...please...
Chapter 1 Fourth Update Recording!
Story Doodles (1)
I apologize for my muffled voice, I wanted to test out my microphone and editing skills .w.) I still have a lot to learn.
If you want to hear what I'm saying read this:
Unknown Transformation
If you woke up the next day, or were put under a certain transformation from an unknown source of dark magic or twisted wish as a cat—how would you feel?
It’s normal to feel panicked, unsure and questioning the situation altogether. You would have to have some issues if you didn’t react to such an event, or perhaps you’re used to weirdness and would pass it off as another obstacle of the day. Still, as a cat, you cant speak,
So yeah...
It's been a while! I haven't been on lately on account of high school and homework, but I've been working on my stuff and especially the Ninjago: Dragons of Spinjizu AU .D.
Mostly the fact that's it's been revamped, with a new story but with the same plot (eventually when I get there)
If you're interested in reading it here's the link to my new FFN account
I hope you enjoy it, and if it does get attention, I might write it here too into small parts when it starts picking up chapters (but no promises cause I'm a lazy piece of shit) and also some art .w.
Either way this is Choco, signing off ^^ peace
111 Questions Meme
by moi.
Heh damn its been a while since I've been back on deviantart, sorry I just have no motivation at all to draw or believe in myself whatsoever :'D
Anyway, I saw this from someone I watched and decided to make it, just out of fun and interest ~3~ and because it reminds me of the 100 questions meme I did yeeeears ago, so let us begin shall we?
1) Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Probably...probably not
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
Well depends on what you define as a "relationship" but if you're referring to old exes well...maybe
3) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
This is just a repeat of the last
© 2015 - 2024 NinjagoninjaZXGIRL
Comments18
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
I go through the same thing ALL the time on my websites and in real life